Body Aches

My chest (still breathes in neglect)

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My throat swallowed the silence

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My back (continues to carry the guilt)

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My feet dragged the loneliness

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“where do you feel your body ache?”, she asked

-my younger self answered


I hold the neglect inside my chest

for all the times I held my breath to hide

for all the times I betrayed the voice inside


I hold the pain of silence within my throat

I sat in place with no breathing space

for the years spent in the sunken place


I hold the guilt weighing on my back

for all the privileges I couldn't extend

Didn’t know colonization to this extent


I hold the loneliness within my feet

For all the days I braved this path unwalked

to break cycles of habit to survive the aftershock


Yes... the body keeps score

I do not yet know how to release them out altogether

to make room for something new to nurture



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